Pockets… Odi et Amo!

Catullo in his carme 85 “Odi et Amo” wrote:

“Odi et amo. quare id faciam fortasse requiris?
nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.”

I hate and I love. Why I do this, perhaps you ask?
I do not know, but I feel it happening and I am being torn apart.